Can't Take The Kid From The Fight, Take The Fight From The Kid.

(Shannon’s POV)

Pete had me embraced in a hug. Then he dropped a bomb on me.

“So when are you going to tell your parents?” he asked. My smile quickly faded as I thought about it.

“Can we just spend this time right now with each other? We should enjoy this time.” I said.

He looked at me as he helped me out the door. I didn’t feel like trying to fight the fact that he was right and I should tell my parents now.

I gulped as I spied my mom in the kitchen.

“Go…” he whispered.

I walked into the kitchen and she looked at me.

“Are you okay sweetie? You look a little flushed.” she asked me trying to put her hand on my forehead.

“I’m fine, mom. I just need to tell you something.” I said trying to get to the point as quickly as possible.

“Go ahead then. What is it?” she said turning towards me.

“Have a seat…please.” I told her. She sat down and looked at me. I sighed a heavy sigh and sat across from her.

“Mom, I think, well.. I know I’m…..pregnant.” I told her. I held my head down as I knew she wouldn’t be too excited about it. I was expecting to here some kind of gasp from her. I saw her mouth form into a smile.

“Are you sure? Have you checked into it?” she asked me.

“Well, yeah.” I said. “Wait a minute…why aren’t you upset or mad or disappointed? Aren’t you gonna say that I’m too young and I have my whole life ahead of me? ”

“Well no. If you feel that you can come to me and tell me these things now instead of hiding them from me, I think that you can make your own decisions. I’m not always going to be there and tell you what to do. Besides, this is what you wanted.” she said. “I have seen you go through so many guys because they were immature and couldn’t give you what you wanted. Now you found someone who can give it to you and I don’t wanna ruin that.”

I smiled at my mom knowing that she understood what I had been trying to tell her ever since I was seven about how I would know when I find the right man to be with.

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After having to tell everyone we knew the news, we felt that we had made a big accomplishment. The next couple of months seemed to breeze by with ease. Preparing for a baby was not as hard to me as women on baby shows, which I became surprisingly addicted to, made it look. I had grown accustom to the stomach that I had developed.

“I’m gonna handle get through this perfectly!“ or so I thought……

For now, this is a one-shot. It could progress into a possible series. I’m not sure yet. Since my Urie obsession is back in full effect, I’ve had the urge to write about him.

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“Drooling much?” Elena asked me as she took her place next to me.

“Dude? Me?” I asked in return. “I don’t drool!”

She chuckled and remained next to me. Brendon flashed a smile to the audience and Elena nudged me. She knows how much I love it when he smiles.

“You’ve been a great audience!! Thank you!!” he told the crowd. Brendon made his way towards me.

He walked past me to go the dressing rooms.

“No, I’m fine. Great show by the way.” I added.

He flashed me the swoon-worthy smile and walked away.

“Obsessing are we? You seem to be doing that a lot lately. You’re starting to scare me.” Elena said. “Just go talk to him….. I happen to know that he likes you back!”

I gave her a serious stare.

“And you’re just now telling me this?!” I yelled slightly twitching my left eye.

“Well, I wasn’t sure if you like him like that or if you were just looking. And you really need to get that twitch checked out, it‘s starting to freak me out.” she answered.

I rolled my eyes at her and smiled. “What about you and Ryan?”

She smiled and raised her right eyebrow. “I’m handling mine, what about you?”

I drew my attention to Brendon. He looked right back at me with a small smile. I suddenly felt more at ease knowing that he liked me back. I decided right then and there to talk to him.

“It’s time for us take a chance, it’s time for us to take a chance…”

(Shannon’s POV)

That was possibly the best coming home present anyone could’ve given me. I thought as I could hear the footsteps to the bathroom he made. I didn’t think that I could ever be in love more with just one person. Everyone dreams that one day they find that one special person who can always make them feel good no matter what happened.

I looked on the floor for my clothing, slipped them on, and made my way to the bedroom door.

“Where are you going?” he asked me from the bathroom doorway. I turned around and smiled.

“Umm….well see…..I just thought that…..” I said. He walked over to me and crashed his lips onto mine.

“Don’t you remember where this leads us back to?” I asked him.

“I just want to spend the rest of my days with you in that bed. You make me feel as if I don‘t need anything else out of life. Just the instant gratification that you love me and you want to be with me forever” he told me.

“Everytime I listen to you speak is like I know that everything is gonna be okay.” I said back.

We exchanged smiles and kissed and let each other go.

“I think we should go downstairs now..” I said.

“Why? I think the better time is up here.” he added.

“I agree, but we can’t stay up here.” I told him.

He pouted and sighed, but agreed. I opened the door and let out a heavy sigh. We made our way down the stairs together, hand-in-hand.

“Think you were up there long enough?” Patrick asked.

“Think you could spend one minute not being preoccupied with what I‘m doing?” I flashed a sarcastic smile and walked into the kitchen. My mom was already smiling before I could even get in all the way. Her motherly instincts were always too much for me when it came to how she acted when I had boyfriends. I used to pray every night that I wouldn’t be that type of mother, but I then eventually settled with the fact that it was one of those things that you can’t control.

“What?” I asked her.

“Nothing, you just seem so…….happy.” she answered. “I’ve never seen you without a scowl on your face until you met him.”

I flashed a quick smile and walked into the living room. I made my way to couch and plopped down.

“We’re gonna go see a couple of friends…” my mom said as she made her way through the living room. I sighed and rolled my eyes unnoticed knowing that she was only going to see people to tell them the “exciting” news that I was finally dating Pete.

“Okay, you go do that…and I’m gonna go take a nap, I’m a little tired.” I said to no one in particular. I flashed a smile at Pete and kissed him on the cheek.

“Wonder why she’s tired..” Patrick whispered under his breath. I turned around only to turn back and walk up the stairs because I didn’t feel like an argument right now.

I walked into my room and pulled off my jeans and changed to my sleeping shorts. I hopped into bed and quickly drifted off.

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I awoke a couple of hours later to the smell of dinner. I don’t know why I was so hungry all of a sudden.

The next three days seemed to be the best days of my life…..until the fourth day hit.

About four days later I woke up with a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach.

I ran to the bathroom and vomited all that I had…or at least that’s what it felt like. After a couple of minutes of heaving and vomiting, I got up and brushed my teeth and washed my face to possibly make me feel better. I had no idea what was going on. So I decided to call the one person who I knew could help me.

“Hey Alicia, are you busy?”

“No”

“I don‘t know..”

I sighed into the phone. “I think I might be pregnant….”

There was silence on the other end for about 5 seconds. I prayed that she hadn’t passed out on the other end.

“Maybe because I woke up puking this morning…just maybe?”

“Thank you so much. I’m glad I have someone like you to depend on in my life.”

I laughed and agreed to be ready. I hung up the phone and ran into my bedroom. I was startled to remember that I didn’t wake up to Pete’s warm embrace like I always did. I looked for my phone in the bathroom and found that I had a new text message. I walked back into the bedroom as I read it:

I smiled as I closed my phone and placed it on the bed. I rummaged through the drawers for a clean shirt and some jeans and put on my eyeliner. By the time I had put it down, I heard a knock on the door. I walked down the stairs and opened the door.

“Let’s just cut out the middle man and go upstairs so you can take this.” Alicia said handing me a bag. I looked inside already knowing what it was.

“Nice to see you too. Oh! And look you brought me a present…..a pregnancy test. Goodie!” I said sarcastically. She began pushing me up the stairs as, what seemed like punishment, for my humor.

I walked into the bathroom as she plopped herself onto the bed.

I exited the bathroom 5 minutes later and showed her the test. Her jaw dropped tremendously. We sat in silence forever and finally she spoke.

“So how are you gonna tell him?” she asked me.

I sighed heavily and answered. “I have to tell him as soon as possible. I can’t keep it from him.”

We heard the front door slam close.

“Well there’s your chance.” Alicia commented.

“You don’t even know if that’s him!” I said. She threw me a strange look and turned her attention to the door. We both watched him walk into the bedroom and throw his hoodie on the chair by the desk that held my laptop.

“You really need to put those psychic abilities to work, you know?” I told her. She laughed and stood up. She shot me a weird smile and walked out of the room.

Pete walked into the bathroom. A few seconds later I remembered what was lying on the sink. He walked out looking pale and turned towards me. I began to nervously laugh like usual.

“Yeah, about that. I think we need to talk about something, Pete.” I said. I told him that I was pregnant and all he could do was stare at me.

“I don’t know what to say. Do you want to have a baby?” he asked me. I had no response prepared incase he asked me that question.

“Of course I do. It’s not like we’re not in the right situation to be having a baby, right?” I told him.

He flashed me a smile and kissed me.

“We’re going to have a baby.” he said almost in a whisper.

Next all we had to do was tell everybody else the news and hope they took it in a good manner.

You are only a mere shield

From the pain you cause

Yet I beg for more and you surely deliver

It only puts a smile on my face when we see

That what have here is a vicious cycle that will never end

We hide behind lies and fears so no one catches on

Fake smiles and even faker laughs

When the sad truth comes out that I need you

Only true love can prevail

Nothing may ever beat the mental pleasure your words bring me

Holding a grudge in a loving way that no one else can

Making me feel like no one can love me as much as you do

Wondering the aftermath of it all in the end

Still I know that no matter the outcome……I’ll never regret it

Use me, play me, tease me, hate me, love me, like me, need me, want me

I’ll always need you move than you need me

Reminiscing on all of those days when we could sit there

Not even saying a word, holding each other

Knowing that one day, just maybe, we would be able to tell

To let people know, the rumors are fake, that people lie, no one else

Just you and me…..no more “stupid” girls

Living life with the music or the misery……..and love

I wrote this a really long time ago and I don't feel like this anymore, but I just thought I would post some of my work on here. I would really appreciate if you read and commented on it. Thank You

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I feel like I’m trying to be someone I’m not

Even though I know that I am me

What I write, what I feel inside, I can never show on the outside

I look different from how I feel I do

I hide my true emotions to save the people I love from being hurt

Maybe it’s a good thing that I do

If I did show my feelings, I would be the bluest person in the world

From the top of my fingers, to the tips of my toes

I would be covered in blue to commemorate my sorrows and shames

As much as I say that I am……. I’m not okay

I lie about my feelings to cover up my faults and flaws

I hold them back when they try to seep through the cracks to hurt me

Someone will see through my one day

Maybe they can mend my heart of the overwhelming pain

Just maybe one day

But not anytime soon…………………

Two people I have to thank first: Lex (dancenbroadway) and Selin (pmsfan). They both helped me. And I really have to thank Selin for writing this chapter!! This would have really sucked if I had to write it.

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“Guys….please don’t leave!” my mom asked. I sighed and moved away from the door.

“Fine.” I said tiredly. I made my way to the couch as everyone talked. I had to get away from all the noise.

(Random POV)

Shannon walked away from the small crowd in the living room. They were too busy chatting about all the things they wanted to catch up on to notice her leave. She picked up her bag by the door and started walking up the stairs. She wanted to get to her room. She desperately missed her bed. She missed the color of her walls, and the breathing space inside them. Two months in a bus was torture, and she almost felt claustrophobic. She walked in her room, and the familiar scent of it hit her.
“Home sweet home” She said out loud.
She threw her bag down, not bothering to put away the contents. She went into her bathroom, washed her face with cold water, and walked out to see Pete standing by the door with a grin on his face.
“You can’t spend a minute away from me, can you?” she asked cheesily. He walked to her in a quick pace and tightly wrapped his arms around her, pulling her into a deep, unexpected kiss. Shannon smiled against his lips. She loved it when he caught her off guard.
She was very tired, but she couldn’t help the erotic feeling that approached her. Pete started kissing her harder, and she slowly opened her mouth, letting his wet tongue slip in. He loosened his grip around her waist, only to let a hand slip under her shirt. He slowly ran his cool hand up her spine, giving Shannon chills. Pete was pleased with himself at feeling goosebumps on her skin. He skillfully unstrapped her bra with one hand, and started leaning on her, forcing her to walk backwards. The back of her legs hit the bed, and she slowly fell onto the mattress, Pete gently climbing on top of her.
Without wanting to lose another second, Shannon pulled Pete’s shirt off, and ran her palm up his bare back. As soon as his shirt had slipped off, Pete clung back to her lips, craving for every ounce of her taste. He slowed down his pace, and removed his tongue from her mouth. He started lovingly biting her lower lip, teasing her, making her long for the kiss.
As his mouth was pleasing her, his hands were busy unbuttoning her shirt. He slid off her top and the already unstrapped bra, and cupped one of her breasts with his hand. He broke off of her mouth, and started pecking her along her jaw and down her neck while massaging her breast. Shannon let out a soft moan.
“Pete” she said in a shuddered breath. “My brother’s downstairs” Pete slowly looked up from her neck and into her eyes. His eyes were filled with pure lust, and he slowly broke into a small grin.
“That just makes it more fun”
He started working on the buttons of her jeans. He violently unzipped her pants, and slid them off, revealing her long, slender legs. He ran a hand up her thigh, and slid it down, taking off her thong with it, and with the other he started undoing his own jeans. He put her bare breast in his mouth and started running circles around her nipple with his tongue. Shannon felt her hormones racing. She just wanted him inside her already. He was taking his time, and she felt as if she was about to burst. She pushed him over, against the mattress, and got on top. She shoved her tongue inside his mouth and pressed her breasts against his chest. She felt his hard-on against her leg, and grabbed it. She broke the kiss, and slowly slid him inside of her, immediately feeling a rush.
Pete rolled themselves over, taking his position on top again. He forcefully pumped into her, letting his manhood cover every inch of surface inside of her. Shannon bit her lip from screaming out, and tilted her head back. Her eyes rolled back as Pete started picking up speed. She clawed at his back to let out the lust that was building up. She couldn’t control herself, she let out a loud moan.
“Shh” Pete soothingly whispered in her ear.
“Oh, Pete, don’t stop…” she said in a soft voice. Pete kept pounding into her, faster and faster, and he felt tingly all over. He felt as if all the fluid in his body was rushing to that one spot. He was about to let go. He picked up pace, pumping quicker and quicker, and he softly moaned. He was about to come, and he warned her.
“Shannon” he whispered. Understanding and accepting what was coming, Shannon replied.
“Yes” and with that, Pete burst. He tightly shut his eyes and let himself flow inside of her. Shannon bit her bottom lip and felt the warm fluid fill her. Once he was done, he slid himself out, gave her a soft kiss and collapsed on the bed beside her. They were both gasping for breath, their chests moving up and down in speed as they lay side by side in satisfaction. Pete’s hand was laying on his stomach, and Shannon grabbed it in hers from her position.
“That was…” she said between breaths
“Amazing” he finished. He turned to lay on his chest, and brought his head up, pushing off of his elbows. He looked down at her as she lay.
“You were amazing” he said. He let one hand stroke away a strand of sweaty hair from her face. She smiled at the compliment.
“You’re always amazing. To think, if I had never met you, I would have never felt this. Where the hell did I go right?” he kept stroking her hair.
“Shannon, when I’m not with you…” he paused. He kept looking deep into her eyes. Shannon saw how much he cared for her. She saw how much he longed for her. His eyes went so deep, she saw so much emotion behind them.
“Shannon, I love you” he finally let out. This took Shannon by surprise. It was a good surprise, but it was a surprise nonetheless. A wide grin took over her face.
“Peter, I love you” she replied. She started laughing “I love you so much”
He leaned in to give her a passionate kiss, and lay on his back again, wrapping one arm around her shoulders. He gently covered their naked bodies with the covers from where he lay, and watched as her head moved up and down on his chest where she placed it. It fit so perfectly on his chest. Their hands latched so perfectly into each other. Their lips pressed so perfectly against each others. Now that he had said it once, he wanted to say it again and again. He wanted to shout it. He wanted to show her he loved her with every fiber of his being. Instead he started carefully stroking her hair again.

“I love you”

(Shannon’s POV)

I opened the door and found a empty bus. I had forgot that it was about time for them to have a show. I left the bus only to run into Pete.

“Shouldn’t you be at your show?” I asked him.

“No, it doesn’t start for another 20 minutes. Why were you on the bus?” he asked.

“Why do you care? You don’t love me anymore, right?” I asked.

‘I never said that. I never said anything. You just assumed we were over and I that I never wanted to see you again!” he said.

“Well, do you want to be with me?” I asked solemnly. He looked me straight in the eye and was about to give me an answer when all of a sudden…

“PETE!! WE GOTTA GO!! THE SHOW’S ABOUT TO START!!” called someone from behind us.

“Promise you’ll be here when I’m done?” he asked me.

“I guess I’ll be here.” I said to him. I turned and walked on the bus to sit and ponder about what was going to happen when he came back.

I must have sat there a good hour when I decided to go see them perform their last song.

I flashed my backstage pass before I stood stage left and listened to them. Pete looked towards me and flashed a small smile before turning back to play. I stood there the whole time, even when they decided to add one more song.

******After the song was over*******

“Okay, we gotta go now, but before we go I wanna say one more thing.” Pete announced. I thought that he was only gotta say how much he enjoyed playing for them and that he hoped he could come back to that town soon.

He continued. “I wanna officially announce to all of the underage girls out there that want to have my babies that you guys might have to wait on that because I hope that a certain girl will except the fact that I want to be with her.” I could feel my face getting warm and red.

“Please come out here Shannon for me. Please?” he asked ever so sweetly. I could barely walk when he called me. I slowly walked out and could hear the crowd go crazy when he kissed me. He pulled me into a hug and told me, “I hope this influences your decision to be with me.” All I could do was laugh nervously and hug him back.

We headed toward the dressing room and before we could get in the door Pete’s hands were around my waist and kissing me.

“As much as I love to see my little sis happy, that’s really gross!!” Patrick exclaimed. “Can’t you save that for when we get home?”

“Do you really wanna make me wait and then when we get home we “accidentally” go into your room, seeing how it’s right next to mine, and then we lay on your bed an--” I couldn’t finish my statement before he interrupted.

“Oh god, I really don’t wanna know!! SHUT UP!!” he said.

I couldn’t help but to laugh at the fact that I could gross my brother out so easily.

We made our way to the bus to pack because the tour was officially over and it was time for everyone to go back to their home towns or wherever they were heading. It was time to go home and tell everyone that after months of confrontation (and bus hoping!!) that my mom’s wish for me to find someone who would stop my “wicked” ways, whatever that meant, and hold me down. Well she got her wish and it was someone she knew and loved. Haha, he was pretty much already a son to her!

We were finally home in good ol’ Wilmette when we reached our house. I jumped out the car and literally kissed the ground hugging the sweet and green grass that I hadn’t seen in a couple of months.

I pulled the house key out of my pocket and put it into the door. It seemed like it took forever for the door to open, and when it finally did I through myself in the house.

“MOM!!! DAD!!!” I yelled.

“In the kitchen!” my mom yelled back.

I ran into the kitchen to spy Pete’s and my parents sitting at the table.

“Well then, no warm welcome, no hugs?” I asked. My mom laughed at stood up to give me a warm hug.

“I missed you sweetie! Where’s your brother?” she asked.

“Well see, the thing about him…..” I said.

“Shut up Shannon.” Patrick exclaimed making his way into the kitchen.

“…….he’s right there.” I continued.

After all the hugs and kisses we put our things away. Pete followed me into my room to help me put my stuff away. He closed the door behind him.

“Your parents are downstairs.” I said.

“And so are yours, and personally I think it’s a great time to tell them.” he smiled and said.

“You think so?” I asked.

“Yeah I do.” he said back sitting on the bed next to me. He pressed his lips to mine and passionately kissed me.

I guess we were too engrossed in kissing that we hadn’t notice the door open. My mom walked in and before we could stop. She stood in the doorway for a minute trying to process what she just saw.

“Did…..were you two?…..kis--” she couldn’t complete one word let alone one sentence.

“Yeah, about that mom….see during to tour we kinda…..haha.” I always laughed when I was nervous and this situation was no exception.

“So you two are….dating?” she asked finally completing a sentence.

All I could do was smile. “Yeah.” I said simply.

“okay” she said walking back into the kitchen.

I glanced at Pete and his eyes told me to follow her into the kitchen. So I did with him close behind me. All we could hear were a lot of squeals and talking.

“Are you serious?” I heard Pete’s mom say.

“Yeah, right there in front of me!” my mom said in return. I really didn’t want to go into the kitchen.

“Please don’t make me!” I whispered to Pete. He mentioned me into the kitchen, but my legs wouldn’t let me. He was practically pushing me into the kitchen.

“AW!!” was all we could hear as we made our way into the kitchen. I was blushing so much I told my whole body was red.

“So when’s the wedding?” my dad asked.

“Huh? What wedding?” I asked.

Everyone laughed, except me.

After what felt like hours of questions we finally got a chance to leave, and seeing how Pete’s house was empty……

(Shannon’s Thoughts)

(Shannon’s POV)

Sonny and I had just had a huge fight and he decided to storm out. Somehow every time we fight, we make up in the same night. I figure it’s just young love. It had been about 2 hours since he left and I decided to go find him.

I searched and searched and found him signing autographs for a group of people. I held my breath and walked towards him. The crowd had died down a little as I made my way closer to him.

The last person left and I wrapped my arms around his neck.

“Not now.” he said moving my hands from his neck and turning to walk away.

“Then when?.” I asked him. “I’m sick of you and your fucking attitude! You act like I did something to you! Why wont you just talk to me?!”

He ran over to me and covered my mouth.

“Do you have to scream?” he asked me.

“Well is that the only way for you to talk to me anymore?” I asked back after he removed his hand from my mouth. He sighed and walked back over to me. He wrapped his arms around me and laid his head on mine.

“I’m sorry, it’s just that this whole ‘being in a relationship’ thing is kinda confusing and it’s gonna take patience to make it work.” he said softly. “I gotta go, but I promise we’ll talk later.”

I smiled and nodded at him. I spotted Brendon standing by and walked over to him.

“How do you two go from yelling to being all lovey-dovey in a matter of seconds?” he asked me. I smiled and laid my head on his shoulder. I looked around and spied Sonny walking onto the bus. I lifted my head and kissed Brendon on the cheek.

“I gotta go, see ya!” I said to him. I made my way towards the bus and walked in the door. I looked around to find Sonny.

“back there” matt told me. I flashed a smile and quietly walked back there.

“I promise I’ll call you more often, I’ve just been busy.” he said quietly into his cell phone. I didn’t make my presence known and listened to him.

“I know, I know im sorry….of course there’s not another girl. Who would I be with?”

“You’re crazy, I only love you! I gotta go kay? bye.” He hung up the phone as I made my way to him.

“hey, you busy?” I asked.

“Of course not, I’m never to busy for you.” he said. I cringed at the thought of him being with another girl. He kissed me and put his arms around me.

“I don’t feel like it now, maybe later.” I said to him, breaking the embrace. He gave me a strange look.

“Oh, okay.” he said. He kissed my forehead and left the bunk area. I sat on his bunk wondering……was he cheating on me? I shook the thought out of my head and looked around for his phone. He had left it on the bed. I let out a huge sigh as I flipped it open and searched for signs of cheating. My first idea was to check text messages……nope. Then I checked photos…….Bingo!! There were pictures a girl, probably about nineteen. She was prettier than me, I’m sure, or he would be with me….not her. I couldn’t stand to look at another picture of then kissing. I was starting to tear up and I didn’t feel like having to hide my tears.

I pulled out a piece of paper and began to write:

I left the note on his bunk and packed my bag. I double-checked to make sure I had everything and walked out. I didn’t see him on the bus guess that he had to do something. I stopped outside of the door to figure out where I was going. I guessed that the best place would be the safe haven I have with Patrick.

I walked quickly to the bus and made my way im forgetting about one person………..Pete.

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 i wanna dedicate this chapter to dancenbroadway who gave me ideas for it. without her this chapter may not have happen so quickly!! ♥

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